Long Time, No See...
Dec. 19th, 2020 12:35 pmIt's been what, 4 years since I posted anything here? Hello again. And welcome to the end of a really horrific year. 2020 has been the pits for most folks because of the Covid-19 pandemic. Shutdowns. And self-isolation. Hard for a lot of folks, but.we sort of do that under NORMAL circumstances in this household so it hasn't been too much of a burden.
It really has been a an eventful few years. We will be marking the second Christmas without my hubby. His multiple health issues finally ganged up and got the best of him. He passed on to the arms of the Lord in June 2019. I miss him terribly, but he's in a better place. I'm so glad he doesn't have to deal with this world right now. After being his round the clock healthcare person for 5 years, I was exhausted, and still am to some extent. Probably explains why I've been in sort of a rut since he's been gone. Things need doing, and half of me says, "do them now," while the other half says, "it can wait." And I sit here and watch the two halves of my brain argue with themselves and nothing gets done, other than making my head spin.
Welcome to my stasis rut.
Two of the boys are still living at home with me, so there is company at least. But everyone is out of work and income is a fantasy word. The youngest is now in Chicago -- not far, but still isolated from us because of Covid-19. And at least he still has a job. I only hope 2021 will be better. It has to be.
So although Christmas cheer seems to be in a little short supply this year, I am thankful for the family I have and the love we share. We may not have much materially, but we have bonds that are not easy to break. That's worth everything. Looking to see a brighter 2021 for all.
Asking God's Blessing on this world -- because we need it!
It really has been a an eventful few years. We will be marking the second Christmas without my hubby. His multiple health issues finally ganged up and got the best of him. He passed on to the arms of the Lord in June 2019. I miss him terribly, but he's in a better place. I'm so glad he doesn't have to deal with this world right now. After being his round the clock healthcare person for 5 years, I was exhausted, and still am to some extent. Probably explains why I've been in sort of a rut since he's been gone. Things need doing, and half of me says, "do them now," while the other half says, "it can wait." And I sit here and watch the two halves of my brain argue with themselves and nothing gets done, other than making my head spin.
Welcome to my stasis rut.
Two of the boys are still living at home with me, so there is company at least. But everyone is out of work and income is a fantasy word. The youngest is now in Chicago -- not far, but still isolated from us because of Covid-19. And at least he still has a job. I only hope 2021 will be better. It has to be.
So although Christmas cheer seems to be in a little short supply this year, I am thankful for the family I have and the love we share. We may not have much materially, but we have bonds that are not easy to break. That's worth everything. Looking to see a brighter 2021 for all.
Asking God's Blessing on this world -- because we need it!